The Insane Initiative
Chapter 7- A visit
“Um, I’m here to see you. Are you okay? You seem tense.” I said. She was shaking really badly and I felt the need to calm her down. I didn’t know how to though.
“I’m fine for now.Why did you come to see me? Nobody wants me anymore. I’m a freak, insane monster, stupid. No one gets it though. “Viktoriah said. I could tell there was a sense of nervousness in her. Something could act up and she can’t control it. I knew the feeling.
“I understand you. I know exactly how you feel. I felt the same way.” I said hoping that would help her.
“I’ve been here for a little over a year. If I got better something would act up and I would be right back to where I started. Down to level five.” She said. I knew what level five was and what it meant. it meant unstable. I was there for a little while until I stopped being a dumbass and actually did what I was told.
“I was in Europe for about maybe three or four years. This is way better compared to Europe.” I replied. Just then she started to shake and whimper a little bit. It turned into quite screams and tears. I had to do something for her. I looked at Clint for an answer. He gave me a look that said you-know-what-you’re-doing.
“Hey! Hey! Look at me! Ah… Just… err… um… make it go away! Imagine it disappearing! Try that! I dunno!” I didn’t know what to do. She was screaming and then it stopped and she started to catch her breath. I was glad. I don’t know what I would have done if she didn’t stop. She looked to me with pleading eyes.
“I don’t know. They just get stronger every time. You stopped it. Thank you…Amy. Can I see you again?” Viktoriah said.
“Yes. Certainly. Come on Clint let’s go.” I said. We walked out and Nurse Meg was standing outside of the door. She guided us to the front.
“Amy Risinski? How are you? You seem to be wonderful. Which reminds me, you never came to your follow-up appointment. And that was over a month ago.” A woman said. I turned around to see Nurse Flugarty.I rolled my eyes at that remark. A quick pinch on my hand reminded me to control myself. My eyes could change to a new color any minute.
“I’m good thank you for asking. And about that I don’t think you knew but I was recovering from that battle in New York. I fell fifty stories from my apartment building. That’s why. Have a good day; I have to get going now.” I wanted to end the conversation quickly before she got any ideas. We went out to the car and started to drive to the airport. I noticed a large van following us.
“Should we lead that van into an alley way?” I asked. We might as well sense it was a Northwood van.
“Why not, it’s nice to get in a little action.” Clint said. We drove into an alley way and got out of the van and waited to them to get out as well. It was Nurse Flugarty and some other guy. BAM! I ducked down.
“A gun? Already? I thought you would have yah know given me something to get heated up about! I guess not.” I said. I didn’t care what color my eyes were at this point. I wanted them defeated. Clint and I ran and started to fight them. I threw a punch at Maggie Flugarty. I guess she had a low pain tolerance because she winced at the punch. I ran to her other side and I quickly turned on my stun gun bracelet. She grabbed my wrist and immediately jumped back in pain. I took this opportunity to kick her left leg to that she would stumble. I then punched her in the gut.
“What? Is that all you got? Ivan. Go ahead.” Maggie said. Who’s Ivan? I got lost in my thoughts. I felt a quick stabbing pain in my right arm.
“Shit.” They took their opportunity to escape. Great.
“Hey. You okay?” Clint asked. I told him I felt fine. I didn’t know what it did but I’ll find out later.
The ride home was quite. I was quite tired from the past night. I guess five hours of sleep isn’t good for you. I was quite late when we got back and I was hungry. Natasha was cooking for all of us. She made some Russian Pelmeni. It was quite good. I went back into my room. I wanted to do my research now opposed to later. Sleep, as I found out, is better to have a lot of. But as I went to pull out my laptop I just felt like an emotional wreak. I laid down on my bed and started sobbing and remembering my past. It seemed like forever and then I fell asleep.
I woke up and there was light flooding my room. My pillow was still slightly damp from last night. I looked up at my clock. It read 9:00. I decided to go out and get some breakfast but as I was getting up there was a knock on my door.
“Come in.” my voice croaked. It was Tony. No surprise there. It was the usual get-up-now-for-breakfast-or-I’ll-carry-you-over-to-breakfast type thing.
“You didn’t come out for movie night yesterday. You okay? You never miss movie night.” he said.
“I was really tired. I didn’t get much sleep that past night. I was up researching some things for me lessons with Bruce. I kind of fell asleep after that.” I lied about that I didn’t want him to know about what really happened.
“I don’t believe you. Your laptop isn’t even on your bed.” He said. I might as well tell him.
“Okay so during my mission yesterday I got stabbed with another needle. And after dinner I actually did want to do that research but I ended up laying on my bed for two hours crying. And after that I fell asleep. Don’t tell anyone please!” I begged him not to tell anyone. But We ended up agreeing that I had to tell Clint since he was with me at the time. So I got some breakfast and told Clint to come with me for a little bit.
“Is this about the thing from yesterday?” He asked. I told him about the crying and stuff and then I just kind of broke down.
“This is why I should have been gone from the world a long time ago. I’m useless. I don’t deserve any of the thing I’ve been given. I’m a stupid bitch like my mom’s boyfriend said. The world is better without me.” I said. Then with the tears and my body shaking I grabbed my gun from my drawer and was gonna shoot when Clint stopped me and threw the gun out of the window. I started crying more and my anxiety attack got worse I was carried into a room by someone and I welcomed the blackness into me.
“I’m fine for now.Why did you come to see me? Nobody wants me anymore. I’m a freak, insane monster, stupid. No one gets it though. “Viktoriah said. I could tell there was a sense of nervousness in her. Something could act up and she can’t control it. I knew the feeling.
“I understand you. I know exactly how you feel. I felt the same way.” I said hoping that would help her.
“I’ve been here for a little over a year. If I got better something would act up and I would be right back to where I started. Down to level five.” She said. I knew what level five was and what it meant. it meant unstable. I was there for a little while until I stopped being a dumbass and actually did what I was told.
“I was in Europe for about maybe three or four years. This is way better compared to Europe.” I replied. Just then she started to shake and whimper a little bit. It turned into quite screams and tears. I had to do something for her. I looked at Clint for an answer. He gave me a look that said you-know-what-you’re-doing.
“Hey! Hey! Look at me! Ah… Just… err… um… make it go away! Imagine it disappearing! Try that! I dunno!” I didn’t know what to do. She was screaming and then it stopped and she started to catch her breath. I was glad. I don’t know what I would have done if she didn’t stop. She looked to me with pleading eyes.
“I don’t know. They just get stronger every time. You stopped it. Thank you…Amy. Can I see you again?” Viktoriah said.
“Yes. Certainly. Come on Clint let’s go.” I said. We walked out and Nurse Meg was standing outside of the door. She guided us to the front.
“Amy Risinski? How are you? You seem to be wonderful. Which reminds me, you never came to your follow-up appointment. And that was over a month ago.” A woman said. I turned around to see Nurse Flugarty.I rolled my eyes at that remark. A quick pinch on my hand reminded me to control myself. My eyes could change to a new color any minute.
“I’m good thank you for asking. And about that I don’t think you knew but I was recovering from that battle in New York. I fell fifty stories from my apartment building. That’s why. Have a good day; I have to get going now.” I wanted to end the conversation quickly before she got any ideas. We went out to the car and started to drive to the airport. I noticed a large van following us.
“Should we lead that van into an alley way?” I asked. We might as well sense it was a Northwood van.
“Why not, it’s nice to get in a little action.” Clint said. We drove into an alley way and got out of the van and waited to them to get out as well. It was Nurse Flugarty and some other guy. BAM! I ducked down.
“A gun? Already? I thought you would have yah know given me something to get heated up about! I guess not.” I said. I didn’t care what color my eyes were at this point. I wanted them defeated. Clint and I ran and started to fight them. I threw a punch at Maggie Flugarty. I guess she had a low pain tolerance because she winced at the punch. I ran to her other side and I quickly turned on my stun gun bracelet. She grabbed my wrist and immediately jumped back in pain. I took this opportunity to kick her left leg to that she would stumble. I then punched her in the gut.
“What? Is that all you got? Ivan. Go ahead.” Maggie said. Who’s Ivan? I got lost in my thoughts. I felt a quick stabbing pain in my right arm.
“Shit.” They took their opportunity to escape. Great.
“Hey. You okay?” Clint asked. I told him I felt fine. I didn’t know what it did but I’ll find out later.
The ride home was quite. I was quite tired from the past night. I guess five hours of sleep isn’t good for you. I was quite late when we got back and I was hungry. Natasha was cooking for all of us. She made some Russian Pelmeni. It was quite good. I went back into my room. I wanted to do my research now opposed to later. Sleep, as I found out, is better to have a lot of. But as I went to pull out my laptop I just felt like an emotional wreak. I laid down on my bed and started sobbing and remembering my past. It seemed like forever and then I fell asleep.
I woke up and there was light flooding my room. My pillow was still slightly damp from last night. I looked up at my clock. It read 9:00. I decided to go out and get some breakfast but as I was getting up there was a knock on my door.
“Come in.” my voice croaked. It was Tony. No surprise there. It was the usual get-up-now-for-breakfast-or-I’ll-carry-you-over-to-breakfast type thing.
“You didn’t come out for movie night yesterday. You okay? You never miss movie night.” he said.
“I was really tired. I didn’t get much sleep that past night. I was up researching some things for me lessons with Bruce. I kind of fell asleep after that.” I lied about that I didn’t want him to know about what really happened.
“I don’t believe you. Your laptop isn’t even on your bed.” He said. I might as well tell him.
“Okay so during my mission yesterday I got stabbed with another needle. And after dinner I actually did want to do that research but I ended up laying on my bed for two hours crying. And after that I fell asleep. Don’t tell anyone please!” I begged him not to tell anyone. But We ended up agreeing that I had to tell Clint since he was with me at the time. So I got some breakfast and told Clint to come with me for a little bit.
“Is this about the thing from yesterday?” He asked. I told him about the crying and stuff and then I just kind of broke down.
“This is why I should have been gone from the world a long time ago. I’m useless. I don’t deserve any of the thing I’ve been given. I’m a stupid bitch like my mom’s boyfriend said. The world is better without me.” I said. Then with the tears and my body shaking I grabbed my gun from my drawer and was gonna shoot when Clint stopped me and threw the gun out of the window. I started crying more and my anxiety attack got worse I was carried into a room by someone and I welcomed the blackness into me.
please update this. It's so good. I love this story so much.
10/27/16