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The Deepest Longing

Confinement

Odin calls for the head temple priest. Two guards grab Loki and haul him up to his feet to face Lilly. The priest gestures for her to face Loki. “Put your hands in his girl.” The priest says. Oh my god this is happening. This is really happening. They are forcing me to marry this crazy monster. He hates me! The priest spends the next several minutes chanting words Lilly can’t understand and then gives a brief sermon about loyalty and fidelity and obedience. Not once is love mentioned. How fitting. The priest then wraps their hands with a very large ornate red ribbon. He mutters more words Lilly can’t understand and then the ribbon shimmers and disappears into hers and Loki’s skin. They are now bound in matrimony. This man is her husband. Oh dear god! The priest didn’t ask her or Loki if they consented or to say any vows. Is that normal here? He said it was forced marriage. The rules must be different. The brief wedding ceremony ends and Loki and Lilly find themselves flanked by more guards as they are led out of the throne room down to the dungeons.
Loki and Lilly are put into a very stark and empty white cell with some sort of glass or invisible force field for walls on two sides. There is no furniture to speak of, and where is the bathroom? Lilly then focuses her gaze on the only other thing in the room. Loki. He is starring at her as well. The gulf of space and silence between them feels like the Grand Canyon. Lilly realizes this is the first time she has ever been alone with Loki, the real Loki. She swallows audibly. Loki looks like he is about to speak, but changes his mind, and sits down on the bare floor and leans against the wall. Lilly is standing on the other side of the prison cell. She looks at the two sides that appear to be enclosed with glass. She reaches out to touch one of them. “I wouldn’t do that if I were you.” Loki drawls. Lilly withdraws her hand. “Touch it and you get a little shock, press into it and it’ll sear your flesh off.”
“Thank you.” Lilly says awkwardly. “No, thank you. My neck would be underneath the executioner’s ax at this moment if not for you.” “I didn’t do it for you, you know. The things you said to me back on Earth, they were terrible.” “I know, I thank you anyway. I was angry after having my mind imprisoned for so long. You were a convenient target for my rage.” Loki says quietly. Lilly continues looking at Loki who is looking anywhere but at her. What happens now? The two of them sit in silence for what seems like an eternity. Lilly looks around and sees that are no windows and no clocks. Suffering time depravation down here could be easy. She looks across the way to another cell with three occupants. All of them look like big scary warriors, with nothing better to do but stare right back at her. One of them visibly leers at her. Ehw. She looks away. Lilly knew prison is supposed to be hard, supposed to be a punishment, but there is literally nothing to do down here. The boredom alone could drive a person insane! And now she has to pee.
Lilly clears her throat. “Um, Loki?” Loki looks at her but says nothing. “Um, so where is the bathroom?” Loki rolls his eyes at her like she is an idiot. He gets up from his spot and walks to the back wall and pushes on the center middle of it. A seamless door appears and opens revealing a small room with a toilet, shower, and sink. It is very basic, but private. Lilly would never have known it was there if Loki had not shown her. She runs in and the door shuts behind her. Thankful for the ability to relieve herself without those three creepy men and Loki leering at her while she does it, Lilly sits there for a moment to soak in her aloneness. Within seconds the tears flood her face and she is sobbing loudly in the little lavatory. She doesn’t know how long she was there, but it must have been quite a while. When she finally opens the door to leave she is greeted by the sight of furniture.
There are chairs, a small table, and bookcases with books in them. There is also a bed (only one bed) large enough to fit two people on the far back wall of the room. Lilly’s eyes pop out and she involuntarily looks at Loki. Their eyes meet for a moment before both look away. Lilly is beat red in the face. I’m his wife. Shit! “My mother came to visit while you were having your little moment in there. She brought everything for us and told me to let you know that Thor is back on Midgard notifying your family of where you are and what has happened. He is collecting up some of your personal affects to bring here to you.”
Loki looks at Lilly as she sits gingerly in one of the chairs. She is trying to hide the fact that she is still starring at the bed from the corner of her eye. She looks like a mouse caught in this cage with him, and he the viper. Toying with this insignificant mortal girl would be entertaining for him if Loki were not also acutely aware that everything he is doing in this cell is being watched and recorded. His father is still giving the death sentence serious consideration. Being cruel to Lilly would only cement his fake father’s decision. Loki, much to his disgust, is going to have to be NICE to this girl.
More time passes and eventually two trays appear on the small table in the room. It is their dinner. Far from the prison fare she had expected, the trays are piled high with all kinds of meats, cheeses, breads, fruit and a teapot steaming with a curious though delicious smelling liquid. She looks over at the cell across the way at the three convicts. It is dinnertime for them as well. But their trays are much smaller with meager looking portions. They still do not have a single stick of furniture in their cell. How long have those men been down here? Lilly realizes that she and Loki are being given special treatment and is grateful for it. Their prison cell almost resembles a cramped studio apartment.
Loki and Lilly sit down to dinner across from each other at the table. Lilly pours herself a cup of the tea, which is purple. The smell is metallic and familiar. It reminds her of Loki’s special kisses. Though the tea is hot, Lilly slurps it down quickly and rather unladylike and then pours herself a second cup. “This is delicious! What is it?” “It is a special brew made from Ygemderdrel, an ingredient only found on Jotunnheim. No doubt my mother went to a lot of trouble to procure it for you.” Lilly downs the second cup. “What’s a Ygemdawhatcha?” “It is a beast on Jotunnheim not unlike the make believe dragons of Midgard, except these spit ice not fire. The tea is brewed from the small scales that protect their groin.” Lilly spits (sprays) her third cup into Loki’s face and nearly chokes. “Penis tea? That’s, that’s just awesome.” Loki grabs his napkin and dabs his face looking very irritated by his unexpected penis tea shower. “Sorry.” Lilly says feeling very embarrassed. They finish their meal in silence.
About an hour after eating the trays disappear. Lilly busies herself looking over the bookcase filled with Loki’s books. Some are in English, like the works of Shakespeare, but many are written in languages with symbols she can’t begin to comprehend. Before long the lights in the dungeons start to dim and Lilly realizes it must be near time for bed. Loki exits the bathroom dressed in his night clothes; a satiny hunter green number reminiscent of Hugh Hefner. Lilly’s things have still not arrived from home. Sensing her unasked question Loki pulls out a neatly folded garment from under the bed. “My mother provided this knowing you would need some night attire.” He hands it to Lilly and she goes into the bathroom to change. When Lilly unfolds it she realizes that it too is a hunter green satin little number. The cut of it is provocative and it stops at mid-thigh. What the hell kind of shit is Loki’s mother trying to pull? She can’t put her dress back on, it is almost as bad as the nightgown and Loki will wonder what the hell she is doing wearing her regular clothes to bed. Then Lilly realizes that tonight is her wedding night. Am I expected to have sex with Loki tonight? Does he even want to? Do I want to? Where did that question come from? What is wrong with me!
Feeling vulnerable for the thousandth time today, Lilly steps out of the bathroom in her nightgown. Loki looks at her and his breath hitches. Damn it! He knows how to control his reactions better than that! She is exquisite. Suddenly Loki’s mind is flooded by the memory of how he deflowered her. Her scent, her taste, her tightness. Her pretty perky little breasts with the slightly upturned nipples that give them such a pleasant shape. Her creamy thighs and swollen dripping quim gushing around his cock as she found her release beneath him. He would have enjoyed that moment more if it had been under different circumstances. Loki has to turn away from her to hide his growing arousal. He climbs into bed on the side right next to the wall.
Lilly stands there awkwardly for a moment. She saw the desire in his eyes. He had stared at her hard for the briefest of seconds before turning away. Lilly walks slowly over to the bed and climbs in just as the lights in the dungeon go out. Both of them are laying on their backs looking up into a black ceiling, listening to the sounds of each other breathing. This had arguably been the longest hardest day of her life. She is exhausted, and sad, and a whole bevy of other emotions that she simply doesn’t have the ability to all feel at the same time. “Loki?” “Yes Lilly?” “I’m scared.”
Loki turns on his side and pulls Lilly into his body spooning her. He doesn’t know why he did it. He hates her, doesn’t he? If Loki is successful in keeping Lilly healthy throughout her pregnancy she could very well bear him a child. This girl will be the mother of his child. He is her husband now, though it is doubtful a single day of their marriage will be shared in a room outside this cell. Their “lifetime of marriage” was a very ambiguous sentence. His lifetime may only last a few more months. This mortal girl may well out live him. For some reason then, maybe because of stress, fear, loneliness, or just the exhaustion of everything; Loki pulls Lilly in for a kiss. A real kiss. To his surprise Lilly kisses him back.
To Lilly’s surprise, she kisses him back. He’d said such awful things to her, had done such awful things to her people. She is afraid of him, isn’t she? Lilly can’t think of any of it now, she is just so burnt out and all she wants is to feel good again, if only for 5 minutes. She is desperate for comfort and he is offering it to her right now.
Loki rolls on top of her kissing her passionately. Lilly’s hands are on his biceps which are firm and bulging. She needs him, needs to touch his bare skin. She runs her hands up under his nightshirt to feel the rippling muscles of his back and rib cage. She can’t believe she is doing this. This will be her first time, except it won’t. The painful part has already been done to her. She feels his arousal pressing against her thigh. It feels impossibly big. Loki runs his hand under her nightgown and slides a finger under the hem of her panties. He finds her folds which are wet with her arousal and slips a finger inside of her. Lilly gasps into their kiss as Loki starts a furious rhythm between her legs that sends sparks up her spine. He has only just begun. He bolts up and rips his shirt off and throws it onto the floor. He then bends down and rips Lilly’s nightgown right off her body, shredding it. It falls to the ground in a tattered mess. He loops his fingers around the side of her panties and then rips those off as well. Lilly squeaks in surprise. She is now naked beneath him when he presses his weight back on top of her. His pants are the only thing keeping his cock from pressing inside of her. He returns to kissing her but lets his hands explore her exposed body. His thumb brushes her nipple and she moans loudly.
Loki is reminded that they do not have real privacy when he hears the other prisoners in the dungeon muttering at the sounds his new wife is making. Quickly he casts a sound proofing spell around their bed. Lilly’s legs start to widen. She rubs one of her legs against Loki’s satin leg. Running her foot up and down his calf, relishing the sensation. His whole body is so heavy, so compact, so hard. Though appearing skinny, it is clear that this man is muscular and strong. She can feel his washboard stomach pressing against hers. Lilly dares to run one of her hands down his back to his ass, feeling his firmness.
It is Loki’s turn to gasp. She is being far more forward and adventurous than he had anticipated. For all intents and purposes, this is her first time. This girl has good instincts. Loki stops and moves so that he can remove his pants. When he lays back on top of Lilly she can feel the full length and girth of his manhood and is grateful that it is too dark for her to be able to see it. Loki’s hand returns between her folds checking her for her wetness. She is soaked. He cannot wait anymore. He grabs her legs and bends her knees back so that he has full access to her pussy. Her calves are draped over his forearms as he slowly pushes inside of her. She arches her back and cries out in ecstasy and pain. He’s so large. She feels her whole womb stretching to accommodate him. “Ah. Loki! Ah. Ah.” The sound of his name on her lips drives him wild and he starts rocking into her. “Oh Lilly! I want to make you come!” Her moans become louder and louder and are echoed by the squeaking of the bed frame as Loki maintains evenly timed thrusts. Their sex almost sounds musical. The liquid electricity of his cock as he strokes her insides sends shockwaves throughout her body. The waves get closer and closer together until she feels a white hot ball forming in her womb that makes her toes curl. She screams, “LOKI!” as she comes around him. Loki continues thrusting into her, not letting up his tempo. She wraps her legs around his waist encouraging him to continue. Loki’s breathing and pace becomes frantic and frenzied until he finally shoots thick ropes of white hot come inside of her before collapsing.
They fall asleep in each other’s arms, naked and oblivious to the several pairs of all seeing eyes that have been watching them from the various corners of the realm.

Notes

I hope it was worth the wait. Let me know what you think!

Comments

@dorkylokifan
More loki/ofc but I am open. I mean my hobbies include writing gay smut but yeah! Do you have wattpad too or just send me the links!

alicewhorror alicewhorror
5/27/15

@alicewhorror
I'm so glad you liked it. I stopped posting fics on this website because there is not a whole lot of traffic here anymore. I you like my fics I have bunch more that aren't on here. I post everything now on archive of our own or FanFiction.net. I'm Dorkylokifan on both sites. Do you like Loki/OFC , Thorki, or both?

dorkylokifan dorkylokifan
5/27/15

Crying bc that was amazing

alicewhorror alicewhorror
5/27/15