That's What You Get When You Let Your Heart Win
I'm Waiting For This Cough Syrup To Come Down
~~~Loki's POV~~~
"He cannot be pregnant."
I closed my eyes and curled up against the back of my bed, closing my eyes. Adopted into the family during the middle of a war between their species and my own, and now, I'd be the disappointment. The one they sent away and never spoke of. I'd seen it plenty of times. Men of ages such as seventeen, falling pregnant. I would see them taken to the bifrost during the night, never to be seen again. Tears welled up and I forced them down. Would I even be taken to the bifrost? Would I be forced down the path, sent back to Jotenheim in disgrace. Would he even allow me to be taken by the bifrost once he found out? My eyes flickered open as my Father walked in. He said nothing, he didn't need to. I uncurled for him to check my stomach himself. He stumbled back, his eyes widen, his mouth open. I let out a choked sob.
"D-Daddy..."
"You are not my son."
He walked out and I clutched at my hair. I curled up and placed my forehead on my knees, sobbing hard.
"Father we cannot just abandon him.. How can this even be possible? I'm going to my brother."
"He is not your brother. We saved him during a fight on Jotenheim. He is of no relation to you. Frigga, please, send for Heimdall."
I fisted my hands in my blanket and slowly walked into my bathroom where my robes sat. I took my dagger and stared at it. I was immortal but would the child be? I dropped my dagger with a start, hearing someone open my chamber doors.
"Loki."
Heimdall. What was he going to say? I opened the door and looked out at him. I knew I must look a sight. Pale-faced, red-eyed. He simply hugged me and I gripped to him, sobbing until I passed out.
~~~~~~~
I woke in my chambers and frowned. Why was I here? Why was I not back on Jotenheim? I stumbled up and ran to the toilet. Was this pregnancy? If so I wanted this child out of me. Hands took hold of my hair and I weakly looked up at my brother.
"Father has calmed down and I managed to talk him into allowing you to stay. You're safe, Loki."
I wrapped my arms around Thor and sobbed into his shoulder.
"I love you, Brother..."
