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The silver's tears

See what I become

His screams fill the void , thor ran looking everywhere for any sign of his brother , he can hear him calling him for help , loki never asked for help it must be something horrible ,but where is he ? No the question is where are they? they were in a strange realm ,thor never saw it before it is dark and cold ,there is snow everywhere ,he can only see mountains and rocks , this place is nothing but evil , he felt dizzy and weak as there is something dragging him away ,there was a great light he had to close his eyes he didn't feel anything like there is nothing around him just space and void , he is no longer controlling his body , he can hear loki's voice again but this time it was so close to him as if he was standing in front of him , his body moved and he held something a knife maybe , his hand moved cutting something his eyes finally opened he was slicing a body , loki's body , he can't stop he continued torturing him ,he felt like he was enjoying it laughing madly , loki stopped screaming his face was plank covered with blood but tears never stopped falling "
"lokii" thor shouted opening his eyes ,he was sleeping ,it was just a dream , just a bad dream thor kept telling himself ,he was sweating and breathing heavily ,then suddenly he remembered everything , the cold place, loki screaming, and… and he torturing him , his face was white and eyes wide opened ,he ran to loki's room but he didn't find him
"No, no, it can't be true, Loki, Loki, where are you " Thor shouted freaked out
"over here big guy " this is tony voice thor thought and ran towards the voice , he was in the kitchen along with everyone and loki too was here , he was safe ,thor sighed crashing on a chair
"Hey thor, are you ok? You look very pale "Steve said
"Your face is so white did you see a ghost or what?" tony said drinking his coffee
"Is….is Loki ok?" Thor asked in a shaky voice
"Yes he is, we just had breakfast" pepper answered him
“ He was here when I came I think he woke up before all of us “
"Man you should have seen him eating chocolate cupcakes, he finished all of them" tony smirked
Thor sighed and looked little relieved, he can still see his brother bloody face on front of him
"Thor, what is the problem you look terrible?" banner asked sitting on the chair next to him
"Just a bad dream" Thor sighed and tries to hide his trembling hands
"About loki right?" banner asked and Thor just nodded
"Forget it big guy it is just a bad dream, Loki is fine" tony said handling Thor coffee
"It is not that easy to forget it" Thor said shaking his head
"Do you want to talk about it?" Steve asked
"I … I just can't forget what I saw it was real very real that I can still hear him screaming over and over "thor said covering his face
There was silent no one say anything , pepper was holding loki's hand tightly worried he might hear this though she knew he won’t , thor told them what he saw , it was horrible she felt sad for him to have to deal with such memories , seeing yourself torturing the only person you care for , god this is horrible
"You sure you never gone to this place before " banner asked
"Aye, why?"
"Dreams are usually based on our memories every place we see, we saw it before either by going there or seeing pictures of it or from what we were told about it " banner said
"You mean that Thor may know this place but he can't remember that?" Steve asked
"Yes"
"But I'm sure I never saw it before it is not like any place I have visited before or even been told about it" Thor said
"Maybe it is not your dream, maybe it is someone else dream " tony said looking at Loki
"You mean this was Loki's nightmare not Thor's?" banner asked astonished
"Yes why not, it is not impossible, specially with someone having these abilities, Loki is different from anyone here even Thor " tony explained
"Thor, Loki was missing for a year or more right? Maybe this is where he was "Natasha said
"You mean that Thor may know this place but he can't remember that?" Steve asked
"Yes"
"But I'm sure I never saw it before it is not like any place I have visited before or even been told about it" Thor said
"Maybe it is not your dream, maybe it is someone else dream " tony said looking at Loki
"You mean this was Loki's nightmare not Thor's?" banner asked astonished
"Yes why not, it is not impossible, specially with someone having these abilities, Loki is different from anyone here even Thor " tony explained
"Thor, Loki was missing for a year or more right? Maybe this is where he was "Natasha said
"You mean this was his memory? He was … tortured? "Thor voice was shaking, thinking of his brother being there tortured for more than a year make him sick…sad...angry? He really don't know how he feels about it maybe all of them
"Hey thor those chitauri has their own realm right? And Loki first appearance was with them so what you saw was their home and Loki was captured by them "tony said
"you said he fall to space an endless space so he can only be still alive if someone found him and grabbed him , this what the creepy voice was talking about when he said he was his only friend took care of him " banner explained more
Pepper can feel Loki's hands trembles, colder than usual
"You remember this?" pepper asked him softly
Loki didn't answer he was shacking badly and started to hyperventilate, pressing on her hands tightly
"Loki, loki, calm down, try to breathe slowly" she said rubbing his shoulder
"No, no, no, not again " Thor cried trying to calm him down
"Is it something we say?" Steve asked "Did he remember something?"
"of course not you idiots " a voice said , a voice very familiar they hoped never to hear it again ,but here he is with his blue eyes standing near the door smiling at them
"You" Thor parked "I'll kill you this time" he said attacking him but he get through him
"Save your strength, you can't hurt me" he said grinning
"What do you want?" Clint asked enraged
"You should thank me you know" he smirked
"And why the hell we would thank you?" tony asked
"I only came to fix my toy, it will be boring playing with broken one don't you think " he said and hit Loki with some kind of a blue gaze, Loki screamed falling to the ground
"Bye, see you soon loki" the voice said coldly then disappeared before anyone of them can even move
Loki curled on the ground holding his head in pain, he was breathing heavily, this voice inside his head drives him insane and this damn headache , where is he ? And who are all these people? What is happening to him? He is awake or not? Is he even alive!! Thor's voice he can hear him but where is he...
"Hey stay with me, please stay with me, I won't lose you again, don't even dare leaving me " Thor cried holding Loki, he can feel Loki's heart beats weakens then he gasped opening his eyes
"Loki, thank god, stays with me"
Loki grabbed Thor's shirt to come closer, Thor held him closer
“Talk to me please say anything shout at me, say you hate me but come back to me please” Thor cried hugging him tightly , Loki grabbed him closely sobbing silently before he gasped in pain and fall unconscious again
“Why you make him suffer? What did he ever do to you?” Thor shouted in pain and anger
“Come Thor, lets put him in bed and make sure he is alright” Bruce said trying to control his anger
Silent fall leaving trembling hearts, feeling weak and helpless, they left to their rooms some to think in a way to fight back the pain by sharing it with the only person he can open to....pepper
Who needed the other ? They don’t know ...both of them needed a hand to hold a voice to hear a heart to share their pain, and who is better than her to fill the emptiness in his soul
Everyone one thinks they can live alone not needing anyone around, till one moment when the world seemed to fell apart they realise they needed someone by their side to held their hand whisper to them that everything will be okay and they don’t have to face this alone .
For Tony Pepper was always his safe shore where he ran to hide when his world starts to fall around him and Pepper he was always her strength where she feels safe and home, they need each other simply they complete each other
And who means life for each other better than Natasha and Clint what they share can’t be described by words, they don’t need to talk to know what the other is thinking....the way they share their pain was unique just like them, spending time practice till they can’t feel anything so they sit leaning to the wall with Natasha resting her head on his shoulder then they start talking letting everything out of their chests ...They only be weak and vulnerable when they are together alone not these cold assassins everyone knew.
A new day came after a long night thought would never end, Thor spent it guarding Loki in his sleep despite Bruce words to him to have some sleep he ignore them all but when sleep pays you a visit, all you can do is to obey.

Notes

Comments

This is amazing really loving this there is more to come right?

hana hana
7/3/18

@ChickyMama42
Thanks dear, hope you'll enjoy the rest more

Lokinada Lokinada
5/31/18

Really enjoy this so far!

ChickyMama42 ChickyMama42
5/31/18

@ShiaSurprise
oww thank you i'm glad you like it and hope you will like it more :D
i didn't realise this problem till too late and seems like i can't edit it :( i'll try again it looks awful :(

Lokinada Lokinada
10/4/16

I like it, can't wait for more updates! Can I just make a suggestion? Make paragraphs and add a double space between each one, it's hard to read in the current format. Good job!!

ShiaSurprise ShiaSurprise
10/3/16