The silver's tears

Loki...loki" "
….
"Wake up my child"
Frigga's voice again, where am I? It's dark and cold, Fri...Mother where are you?
"Don't be afraid my child I'm here with you like always"
"I… I can't see you why it's so dark here?
"You made this my child, this is your world now" her voice was cold and calm
"What? I don't understand "loki felt nervousness fluttering in his stomach
"My child you filled your world with hatred, rage, jealousy, your dark thoughts my child they grew up and formed this world of darkness and loneliness it controlled your mind forcing your body to collapse and soon your body will die leaving you here forever"
"What?…no this is not true I'll fight and I'll survive like I always did by myself alone , I .. I don't need your pity or help"
"Like always you will deny your weakness, loki and only loki all the time why do you think everything is ought to be about you ...you are so naïve my child "
He opened his mouth to defend himself but there were no words to say her laughs were cold and cruel and the more it became louder the more he feel pain stabbing his heart ,he cursed his weakness as tears burning in his eyes fighting to be free
"Boor child are you going to cry, man up Loki you are a warrior and warriors never cry …but after all who said that you are a warrior"
"Mother please stop why you treat me like that …you among all of them you are the one I really loved and cared for, please enough I beg you "loki cracked in tears
"Oh my little child I'm sorry "her voice was soft and warm she moved towards him holding his hand and smiled at him
He felt little safe he missed his mother then he felt pain in his arm it was turning blue he looked at his mother in shock
"but no one love a frost giant my child " she said moving away from him with disgust look in her face and started to laugh again breaking the limitless silence around them
Loki stared at his blue skin he couldn't stop tears this time he felt so weak and worthless "just a stolen relic" he said in a dead voice clenching himself in the ground and cried in silent remembering everything, every word
"When I'm king I'll hunt the monsters down and slay them all"
"You would killed them all with your bare hands"
"In the aftermath of the battle I went into the temple and I found a baby. Small for a Giant's offspring, abandoned, suffering, left to die. Laufey's son"
"What, because I... I... I am the monster parents tell their children about at night?"
"So I am no more than another stolen relic, locked up here until you might have use of me?"
"I never wanted the throne; I only ever wanted to be your equal"
"You're my son... I wanted only to protect you from the truth..."
"He kept the truth from you so you would never feel different. You are our son, Loki, and we your family"
Lies …they all lied to me leaving me here alone …you pathetic stop whining like little girl no one loves a frost giant even you
It has been minutes…hours with him struggling in his thought he really didn't know but he didn't care, frigga's left long time ago he didn't see her leaving, staring to the dark again remembering only some words he once said to the red headed woman which deceived him to speak agent Romanov he remember her name words he now realized ironically that he only meant himself by them ……
This is a child at prayer... PATHETIC!

Notes

Short one i know, so sorry it was a hard one to write :/ !!