The silver's tears

Obviously Steve forgot to tell me this tinny information about Loki, like what is this guy powers for example, why didn't Anybody tell me that he can freakin teleport?!
Am I panicking? Hell yeah I'm freaking out here what do you expect and I was clearly making myself an idiot in front of him cause I can hear the bloody giggling
"Oh don't try to cover it I can hear you clearly" I shouted these words turning to face him and he immediately cover his mouth stopping himself
"You know you could have warned me first" dunno why but I sounded sad, well making him feel guilty is a great revenge right but he just stared at me for seconds before he just raise his shoulders
"Forget it, where did you send us anyway? All I can see around us is this see or ocean i dunno! Is this a deserted island or what?" I gasped and he just rolled his eyes at me Again what a lovely friendly company I have
"Feeling like I'm talking to myself here" I mumbled annoyed, then it hit me, Loki didn't say a single word since we met! Hell he didn't even make any sound except shushing me before! Am I that awful that he doesn't wanna speak to me!
The idea itself didn't only hurt me it annoyed me too I guess so I found it would be better if I left so I took off without saying any word to him, not that he would even care hell he spent all the time since we arrived staring at the see
Bound to be together, huh what a joke... Wrong like always, can't belong to the past nor the present, bound to be alone is the right sentence
I dunno if I was thinking out loud or not I really didn't care that much I only wanted to get the hell out of here that's when I felt it again he grabbed my freakin hand Again
"Oh for god sake would you stop doing that I'm not a freakin child" I shouted at him pulling my hand away preparing to yell at him again when I saw the look on his face, he was hurt and the fact that he was out of his breath means that he ran looking for me! How long ago did I left? Did I go that far! And why didn't he just called out for me!
"You could have shouted for me or better talked to me in the first place, not waiting till I'm gone"
He blinked couple of times looking perplexed and I felt like I'm missing something here
"Speak up kid, What? Are you mute or something?" I shouted at him enraged
He looked at me like he doesn't recognise me anymore, I'm sure he is doubting that I'm the right person he was waiting cause this person would know how couldn't he know that obvious thing, he is mute that's what I was missing and they told me but the idiot I am I forgot
"Loki, I'm sorry I forgot, Steve told me that you didn't talk for a while but I forgot" I looked up at him but he was gone, I started to look around for him shouting his name, when I saw him, he didn't go that far for my luck I guess he was too tired or depressed to walk fast and this made it worse, I ran towards him and grabbed his hand, it's starting to be a habit here gosh
"Loki just wait please, I'm sorry man, I didn't mean it okay just forget what I said please" I pleaded him to stay and he just nodded without turning to me so I went in front of him when I saw it, his eyes was slightly red and teary, dammit I made him cry, I'm just a big jerk, shit
"stupid, idiot, jerk I'm all of that and more but please don't cry because of me" I whined and a little giggle came out, I looked up quickly to see him trying to appear serious
"I heard it this time too, I'm awesome" I said laughing and he made some gestures by his hands smiling
"Oh this will be a problem, this is signing right" and his face turned red mouthing sorry
"Don't be, I have a feeling that I'm the only one who doesn't know it right" I muttered and he just nodded laughing silently if this even possible
He grabbed my hand walking back to our place "Oh yes this has become a thing officially now" I thought but it didn't bother me as I thought it would be!
There was a bag which I had no idea where it came from and he grabbed a green note from it and started to write something so I just sat next to him waiting
*this will work for now till you at least learn fingerspelling*
"ugh why" I whined a little
*Cause I can't write all the time can I? *
"Fine"
He made another gestures but with one hand this time
"What is that?" I asked perplexe
*Your name*he smiled at me repeating it slowly this time
"Oh and yours?" I asked him quickly
He made another guestures and repeated it slowly couple of times
I tried to make them myself but got the 'K' not quite well so hejust hold my hand and help me learning it
I think we spent the whole day with him teaching me all the alphabet and the important signs, it was fun I admit watch him smile every time I got it wrong or getting excited when I did well
I didn't care about being tired or having a headache what matters is now we can talk to each other now I can really understand him, he won't be that silent stranger anymore,, I don't think he was ever a stranger to me! How could he be!? As for now I really understood what did it mean to be two halves made whole, a half doesn't mean you're incomplete or the same it means together you make sense, together you feel belonged to something at last, the two parts don't have to be the same they could be completely different from each other yet together they always fit right in
This when I felt a gentle poking at my arm, I turned to look at him, he was wondering where did I go
"Nothing just thinking about how much I'm glad I found you" and his face turned red like always this little girl
"ouch, how did you hear me? Fine little boy" I teased him and he pinched me again "Fine big kid and don't you dare doing it again it hurts" but he just laughed in his unique way without a sound
"You know you're the only person who I talked to him like this for years now" I said looking at the sky but I can feel his gaze on me "Back in hydra I was just a weapon who isn't allowed to talk or even have feelings a weapon his only purpose is to follow the orders...After I escaped people tend to stay away from me cause of this arm, som of them would only be curious about how I got it"
"Steve?" he signed
"I don't remember that Steve or the other one if I might say, all I remember is some blurry memories thst doesn't make sense or missing parts, he just wants his old friend back and I don't think I'm him anymore but he doesn't get that does he!?"
*Thor* he signed quickly and I saw his his mouth twitching for seconds
" Yeah I know, the irony is that Steve was trying to make him understand this when he himself doesn't get it... We're the same you and me, both lost in time or place that is not theirs with people looking for another us died a long time ago" I said smiling at him sadly and I could feel everything becoming blurry and tears just fell down, I felt him holding my hand between his hands and he didn't need to sign or write to know what he wanted to say, "I'm here and we got each other"
"Hey you know what I really want?"
*what*
"To leave everything behind and never going back, heck I can stay here forever "
he stared at me for a while but I think he was staring at nothing thinking of what I sayed then he wrote something and gave it me to after hesitation, it was only two words
*With me? *
He looked away and I felt his sadness I think he thought I would refuse to be with him
"Silly, of course with you did you forget or what? Bound to be together? How could I leave you kiddo"

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