The silver's tears

It was nearly midnight when Loki heard it, a low mumbling and moans soon turned to sniffling...
"no... Don't make me... No... S stop.. Please.. Steve" bucky cried weakly with his hand moving in front of protecting him from an invisible enemy or enemies
Loki didn't know what to do, he left his sleeping bag and moved near him holding his hand calming him down, he thought this would make him wake up but he didn't and the nightmare continued stronger than before with his body trembling and tears starting to fall on his cheeks
"Won't.. hurt.. them..Stop..loki" he screamed crying
Loki couldn't believe what he just heard! The only person bucky thought of to help him was me!?
Loki knew he had to do something quickly to stop this nightmare not only for now but for all, he sighed butting his hand on his head closing his eyes, he bit his lip knowing how much pain this will cause him,He shock his head quickly he needs to focus now
He felt his pain, fear and loneliness, there is so much darkness inside him, how can anybody live like that? Hell how can he be smiling or joking with such pain.
And only then he knew how he fit in this, as for every dark there will always be a shadow leading to the light, he is his shadow but a shadow that saves not follows, a shadow that leads both of them to the light as both of them can't reach alone..
He made sure that all his thoughts were heard by bucky too even if he was unconscious he will get it..
Loki felt the pain growing inside him as the darkness inside bucky started to find itself a new host him.
He can handle it, he lived in it his whole life he knows he can manage to survive with bucky's too, but bucky won't how could he? A light can never be darkness..
He felt bucky's grip on his hand as he started to wake up though he was now cleared from the dark inside but his soul was touched by it and recovering from this will never be easy or quick but he had his way..
He helped bucky sit still holding his hand as his grip didn't become anything other that tighter.
"loki I... What happened" bucky said weakly
Loki shushed him putting his hand on his chest focusing his poewr again and this time bucky could feel it, a wave of relaxing emotion and calmness filling his heart like he had a hole in his heart which is closing or something bad something dark leaving him, he felt tears pouring on his face and he didn't know when he was pulled in hug by loki with his face buried in loki's chest and he could feel his heart beats calming him down, bucky closed his eyes resting his arm on loki's shoulder and let the tears fall off not minding it anymore and everything went dark but a peaceful one
Loki just smiled faintly moving his hand through his hair calming him down till he fell asleep again, he layed him down and sat next to him leaning to the tree behind him as till now bucky didn't let his hand, closing his eyes trying to sleep thinking about the next hours and the circumstances of what he did.
.....
When he woke up he felt better, he felt lighter, like whatever was chocking him is gone, he figured it was because of what loki did to him the other night, he sorta healed him.
He sat looking at him sleeping with his back resting on the tree then he noticed it his metallic grip on loki's hand no wonder he slept like this, the poor guy had no other choice, he let his hand quickly feeling guilty
He leaned forward to wake him up when he noticed his slight shaking and pain on his face and a little moan left him, bucky felt worried and shaked his shoulder gently calling his name "Loki, wake up"
Loki just shifted slowly opening his eyes smiling weakly
"Are you okay? Do you feel sick or something?" Bucky asked worried
*Fine* loki signed and coughed a little
"it doesn't sound like that at all" Bucky ranted checking his temperature "Shit you're burning"
*Fine* he signed enraged standing up and walked to where he left his note writing something throwing it to bucky who cought it and continued walking away
*Don't come after me, I need some time alone, please just do this*
Bucky looked up lost but he was already gone.

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