The silver's tears

Some time before....
Today was one of these days you get the feeling that something is not right like your are being pulled under the water,you can breath just fine that's not the problem, you problem is you feel the world blurry like you're seeing it through glass like a ghost you don't belong to either worlds. That's how Loki felt that day, in days like this he preferred to stay alone listening to songs which is now his greatest discovery on midgard ,songs say what we can not explain , he believed that, but 'your songs' can make you vulnerable ,they give people a key to your mind,to your secret and most private thoughts, it makes you seen by them as clear as a mirror ,that he also believed.
But he can't say no to bucky when he asked what was he listening to,he doesn't have the heart to , so he played the song from the beginning knowing that he would be exposed but for his shock he didn't mind being exposed by him.
Bucky was getting bored from being left alone all this time so he decided to ask Loki if he could join him but the look on Loki's face made him wonder, what was he listening to that made such a request so difficult on him , but then he listened ..

I'm here again
A thousand miles away from you
A broken mess, just scattered pieces of who I am
I tried so hard
Thought I could do this on my own
I've lost so much along the wayBucky let out a shocked sigh and took the Ipod from him stopping the song then he sat down next to him
"You miss him don't you ?, you don't have to answer cause I too miss Steve , those two idiots really got hold on us hat we can't escape not that we want to" bucky said looking at Loki he pretended to be tough like always but a soft whimper betrayed him so bucky held his hand pressing lightly on it and closed his eyes listening to the rest of the song
I've come undone
But you make sense of who I am
Like puzzle pieces in your eye

Loki pressed tightly on his hands like he was telling him this is you, he found him in his most vulnerable time and he was glad to whoever up there for making this happen , he buried his face one bucky's shoulder crying letting it all out and he felt like he was bulled from whatever water he was under

Then I'll see your face
I know I'm finally yours
I find everything I thought I lost before
You call my name
I come to you in pieces
So you can make me whole

After Thor he thought he lost everything, he can never go back to him or he thought but now with bucky on his side helping him being whole again he has hope

"Thank you bucky" the thought was on his mind , bucky didn't know what was that

"How...how did you do that? I heard you in my mind loud and clear,how..?" Bucky asked freaking out a little

Loki's face become paler like all the blood has ran away from it , he started to tremble badly then he signed with shaky hands that he was sorry , he won't do that again, and it

hit bucky, he was afraid of him !

"Hey kid take it easy okay, i'm not mad at you" he sighed holding both of his hands steadying them " Loki, listen to me carefully, i'm not mad at you, I'll never be mad at you okay kid, I was just surprised that's all, you didn't tell me you could do that"

Loki looked up at him and he calmed down a little , he took out his note and tried to write but his hands was still trembling

"Loki, take a deep breath, count to three and then let it out cm'on do it" Bucky said moving his hands on circles across loki's back, Loki did as he was told several times

"that's it kiddo , in and out , good job, there is nothing to be afraid of as long i'm here nothing will happen to you I promise,kid"

Loki calmed down enough to write and bucky didn't stop him, he knew Loki needed to let it all out once he got into this condition

* I can push my thoughts into other peoples' minds and read theirs , I didn't tell you cause i thought I lost it *

"why did you think I'd be mad with you?" Bucky sounded sad

*Cause I thought you don't want anyone else poking around there after what you went through*

"Anyone but you kiddo cause I too come to you in pieces so you can make me whole" Bucky said smiling at him and Loki hugged him wiping his tears and one more thing, do

this often, not the hugging,though I don't mind, but I mean talking n my mind or whatever it is you do, I like listening to your voice kiddo"

Notes

so I cheated a little , yes Loki can cast his thoughts across dimensions. Loki cannot, however, perceive the thoughts of others

I love that song what can i do ♥
and I thoght I owe you an explanation for the last chapter