The Deepest Longing

Thor did not return until after dinner to converse with Lilly and his brother. By then Lilly had sorted through all of her things. She now has a more conservative set of pajamas to wear at night, multiple sets of clothes and shoes (not that she really needs shoes). She is also pleasantly surprised to find multiple sketch books, paint, and brushes. If Lilly has to spend the next several months in prison, at least she can spend her time indulging her artistic side with art and dancing. Loki’s mother had to magic in an armoire for all the clothes and stuff that Lilly and Loki has in their cell. The three stooges in the cell across the way still have nothing in their cell.
Lilly felt rather exposed and on display for them. They spend their days just staring at Loki and Lilly. She can’t really blame them. They have nothing better to do. It is like Loki and Lilly, the sitcom and the three prisoners are watching a show. If they had popcorn it would complete the vibe. Lilly decides if she is going to have an audience, she might as well make use of it. It will be nice to have someone else to engage with beside Loki every once in a while. Even the guards seemed intent on watching the L&L show as they make their regular patrols. Loki hates being on display.
“My Lady Lillian, I have discussed with my father the possibility of bringing visitors from Midgard here to see you at regular intervals. He has agreed and I have come to ask whom you would like to see first?” Thor asks.
Lilly considers for a moment, “Emily. I would like to see my sister Emily. I have a lot of questions to ask her about pregnancy and child birth. Not that mine is at all normal, but talking to her would really make me feel better.”
“Mr. Fury and the others are also clamoring to see you. Would you like me to bring one of them as well?” Thor asks.
“Steve. I’d like to see Steve. I know the way I left Earth must have been upsetting to him. I think letting him see me would make him feel better.” She says.
“Yes I dare say it would. Not this morning he punched me in the face for having taken you up so abruptly to Asgard. He insists on seeing you as well.” Thor says while watching Loki for a reaction. Thor doesn’t want to bring the Captain to see Lilly. There was a romance budding between the two of them, and Lilly is now a married woman. Loki pretends to not hear the conversation. That’s a bad sign. Thor knows Loki well enough that Lilly will pay for this interest in the Captain later on. Loki is a jealous man.
“I will go down to Midgard tomorrow and bring both of them up.” Thor says. He looks at Loki for a long moment. He is still angry with Loki for trying to kill him. Angry for all the betrayal and hurt between them. Loki looks up from the book he is reading at Thor for a moment. Neither blink and a long silence draws out, each waiting for the other to speak first. Neither does and Thor steps away to leave.
“Until tomorrow then, my lady.”
Lilly spends the rest of the day doing ballet stretches and listening to music. Loki pretends not to watch her, but every now and again he glances up from his book to look at her. She moves some of the furniture to create a small dance floor for herself, twirling and bending and moving so gracefully. It is hard not to stare. The three stooges do it openly. She is in a black leotard with black leggings and a sheer black chiffon skirt along with her precious ballet slippers. Her long satin black hair is in one long braid down her back. In her regular clothes, she often looks like a little girl, but this outfit shows everything. Her thighs are powerful and her ass is firm and rounded.
A song comes on that is sad and somber. The previous songs were all instrumental, but this one has lyrics. The singer sings about loss and longing and heartbreak. As Lilly moves in time with the music, something inside Loki cracks. Loki can feel tears welling in his eyes and he has to burying his head in his book to hide his shame. He is grateful when the song ends, only to find he has a new problem. The next song is fast paced and sensual. Lilly grinds and gyrates her hips. Loki has to lower his book from covering his face to covering his crotch. He feels like a 14 year old boy. When Lilly finally exhausts herself she plops down onto one of the chairs covered in sweat. The purple bags are under her eyes again.
Damn it! Loki thinks to himself. I can’t kiss her now. “I’m going to take a shower.” She announces.
Thank the nine! The moment the bathroom door shuts Loki puts up a sound barrier and turns himself invisible. He’s already so worked up it will only take a couple minutes for him to rub one out. Unfortunately it only takes Lilly one minute to hose off the sweat and hop back out of the shower. She forgot to grab a change of clothes. Damn! She doesn’t want to parade around their cell in just a towel. The three stooges and the guards will see her.
“Loki?” She peeks her head out of the door. “Loki I forgot my clothes. Can you bring me some?” She peeks her head out further, only to find the cell empty.
Loki panics, his hand is still on his giant cock and he has almost found his release. Worse he didn’t move from his seated position on the floor next to the bathroom door before starting to masturbate.
When Lilly realizes that she can’t see Loki, she opens the door all the way. Oh my God! Did Loki escape? Before Loki can react, Lilly darts out of the bathroom and literally trips on Loki’s dick. Lilly falls flat on her face. Her towel rides up just enough that Loki gets a full view of her firm bottom and flower petals. The sight makes Loki come.
Lilly scrambles back up. She’s certain she tripped on something just above the floor. Lilly bends down with her arm out and her hand open feeling for something she can’t see. Loki’s body is still shuddering from its release. He finds himself unable to move quickly enough. Lilly’s hand grazes his body and bam! Her hand latches onto his invisible cock. Oh no!
Loki does the only thing he can think of. He quickly throws up an illusion of full length black curtains to conceal the inside of their cell. It’s bad enough that he’s caught touching himself in front of Lilly, but he’ll be damned if he is caught masturbating in front of the other prisoners, and the royal guard.
Lilly doesn’t realize what she is touching at first. It is soft and velvety like lamb skin. Suddenly she feels an invisible force slap her hand away. A moment later Loki reappears with his back to her.
“Loki! What the hell are you do….” The words die on her lips as Loki spins around to glare at her. His eyes are burning with lust and he is still panting when he looks her up and down seductively. She is dripping wet and covered with only a skimpy towel.
Oh.
Loki rushes her, pulling her into his body and kissing her fiercely. She still has the bags under her eyes. He lets himself turn blue and kisses her again, flooding her mouth with the metallic liquid he is harvesting from his own body to feed his child. Lilly drinks him in as Loki yanks her towel off and carries her to the bed. When he has fed her enough, he changes back and pulls away to start undressing.
“Wait. Loki wait. I can’t. Can’t we just talk to each other? I don’t know anything about you. Last night we had sex, and I’m not really sure why, but I can’t keep kissing you one minute and yelling at you the next.”
Loki sighs in frustration. His skin might be white again, but his balls sure are blue. Loki jumps off the bed and marches into the bathroom without a word. Lilly face blushes bright red. She knows what he is doing in there. She is mortified….again. Quickly she gets dressed before the black curtains disappear. After what would be considered an abnormally long shower, Loki finally reemerges from the washroom. He waves his hand and removes the black curtains, revealing a few angry guards standing out in the hallway of the dungeons.
“My prince, I will thank you not to obscure our vision to the inside of your cell again.” The ranking guard scowls. They were just about to storm the cell, when the curtains disappeared.
Dinner arrives. Loki and Lilly sit down at the table together in silence. Once again, things are weird. Lilly decides to break the ice. “So, um, what’s your favorite color? Is it green? I bet it is green. You wear green a lot. I’ve noticed.”
Loki rolls his eyes. Courting a mortal is so ridiculous. Her life span is so much shorter than mine. In 30 years she’ll be an old maid, within 60 she’ll be dead of old age. She’s not a spouse, she’s a pet. Loki thinks to himself. Were it not for the child, I would have no interest in her at all. Well, she is beautiful and graceful. She’s got confidence too, and she’s not afraid to stand up for herself. And she does seem to genuinely enjoy kissing me when I am in my Jotunn form. I wonder if she would be willing to make love to me that way? What is wrong with me!
“Why don’t you ask the Captain what his favorite color is when he arrives here tomorrow. I’m sure he’d be happy to tell you!” Loki growls.
“I don’t know what you are talking about!” Lilly says, surprised by the direction of the conversation.
“You know damn well what I’m talking about! I remember the way you and Steven looked at each other back on Midgard. He wants you, and you want him! Don’t deny it!” Loki shouts out of anger and jealousy.
Loki’s accusation is a slap in the face. Not because he is wrong, but because he is right. Lilly liked Steven, a lot. She is pretty sure he felt the same way, but now, now that dream is gone. It was taken from her before it had a chance to get off the ground. Odin said we would be a punishment for each other. I am married to Loki and I will be his wife for the rest of my life, with no opportunity for parole (divorce). Again Lilly is reminded that her life is no longer her own. Her future is spoken for, and Lilly feels a white hot ball of anger fill her inside her so bright it puts the sun to shame.
“Fine! I won’t! Steven is sweet and easy to talk to. He’s not angry and condescending like you. You hate everything! You hate everyone. You’re the most hateful lonely miserable person I have ever met. I don’t know why you even care! I’m a mortal and I’ll never be good enough for you anyway. So why the hell should I try to make you like me? You sure as hell are not putting in an effort. All you want to do is fuck me!”

Notes

I'm such a damn tease! Bwhahahahaha!