Aftermath

“I’m not you’re brother!” Loki snarls. Thor has found his luxury apartment that he has been living in the past several months. Took him long enough to find it. Unfortunately, now he will have to move. That is, if he can evade capture. Loki has been wreaking havoc on the City of New York since the Chitauri incident. He managed to escape after being pummeled into the ground by the great green beast. He should have left Midgard. He has every reason to really. The longer he stays here the more likely it is he will eventually be captured. He should flee to one of the other realms like Vanaheim or Alfheim. Trouble is, Loki wouldn’t know what to do with himself once he got there. He can’t go home either. In truth, Loki has no purpose and is lost; though he will never bring himself to admit as such. With no other plans and nothing to look forward to, Loki spends his days making the Avengers miserable.
Loki’s most recent shenanigans involved collecting up several hundred tarantulas and then bewitching them to grow to an unbelievable size. Many dogs and cats died during the attack. The Avengers spent the majority of their day on exterminator duty. They were so busy squashing spiders that they didn’t have time to actually look for the villain responsible for it all. It was even kind of funny until some of the spiders managed to grow large enough to consider humans an acceptable meal. The Avengers didn’t find it funny after that. By the time the last spider was killed the team was too exhausted and worn out to go looking for Loki. All that is, except for Thor. One of the spiders had managed to bite Thor and inject its toxin into him. It didn’t really affect him much, but it hurt like hell, and it pissed him off.
“No, you’re not.” Thor growls. Loki’s eyes widen in shock. It has finally happened. Loki has finally pushed Thor hard enough to disown him as his brother. He knew it! He knew the oaf’s loyalty to him was fickle. Thor charges Loki and they proceed to tear the living room apart. They manage to block each other’s blows until Thor lands a punch squarely in Loki’s face. Backed up against a wall, Thor punches him again. Loki doesn’t even show so much as a hint of a bruise, though it clearly hurt and disoriented him. Thor has him caged with his body. Loki can’t escape. Thor is going to drag him back to SHEILD and toss him into a jail cell before being taken back to Asgard.
Thor is staring at Loki with a feral look in his eyes. Thor makes a growling sound at him. Loki’s eyes go wide with fear and vulnerability as he braces for another punch. Then he feels Thor’s lips upon his own. What? Thor kisses him violently, brutally. All thought flies from Loki’s head. Thor’s strong hand grips Loki’s chin in a bid to pry his lips apart. Loki concedes and Thor invades his mouth with his tongue. What is happening? Thor continues assaulting Loki’s mouth with his own as he begins to rip off Loki’s clothes. Loki makes a noise of protest but can say nothing, since Thor will not allow him to come up for air. Loki’s leather and armor rips from his body like a thin cotton sheet. Only when Loki is completely naked does Thor takes his lips from Loki to gaze upon his brother’s body.
Loki is horrified when he looks down and sees his own erection. Thor ignores the terror in Loki’s eyes and instead takes Loki’s cock as a sign of his consent. Thor moves one hand to his own buckle to free his own cock. The look in his eyes is resolute. When it bobs free from its leather prison Loki’s eyes go wide with shock.
“No! Nononono-Thor! You can’t do th…” Loki’s protest is cut off by Thor’s mouth again as Thor lifts Loki’s body up against the wall and pulls Loki’s legs apart to wrap around his waist. Loki squirms as he feels Thor’s cock poised at his entrance. Thor is about to rape him. Thor thrusts into Loki all the way and both men scream out loud. Loki in agony, Thor in ecstasy. Thor pounds into Loki mercilessly and Loki wails and moans in pain. Loki has tears in his eyes as Thor’s meaty dick stretches a searing path inside him. The sound of hard fucking fills the apartment and for several minutes all other sound evaporates. Thor’s pace quickens and Loki knows that Thor is near completion. With a mighty roar, Thor’s whole body stiffens as his release shoots creamy ropes deep inside of Loki. Thor’s weight collapses against Loki, who is still being held up by the wall. Loki’s arms and legs are still wrapped around Thor for support. Both men are panting heavily.
Thor pulls his head off of Loki’s shoulder to look him in the eyes. Thor looks and sees the pain he inflicted. Loki sees the guilt seeping in. With the anger and bloodlust of battle rutted away, Thor sees the aftermath of his actions.
“Hang on to me.” Thor says quietly. Loki doesn’t know why but he complies. With arms and legs still wrapped around Thor, Thor carries him to the bedroom to continue a new round of activity. Thor lays Loki on his back, keeping contact with his body. Thor kisses Loki again. This time gently.
“I’m sorry Loki.” Thor mutters into his ear. Thor trails kisses down Loki’s neck and to his chest. Thor then lavishes affection onto Loki’s nipples. Loki keens. Thor then trails kisses further down Loki’s stomach until he reaches Loki’s cock. Loki’s breath stills in his chest. Thor takes him into his mouth.
“Ahhhh….ohh..haaaa….” Loki moans as Thor suckles him in an apologetic manner. His movements are loving, a stark contrast to the violent fucking just minutes ago. Thor’s head is bobbing up and down between his legs and Loki realizes that he could grab the paper weight off the night stand and bash Thor’s head in, but for some reason he doesn’t understand he chooses not to do so. Loki reaches his climax and stares in amazement as Thor drinks him down, relishing the taste. Thor makes eye contact with Loki and slinks back up his body. Loki’s expression is unreadable as Thor searches his face for emotion. Thor’s own face is one of guilt and deep, deep longing. Thor tests the waters by slipping his fingers inside Loki, never taking his eyes off Loki’s face.
Loki winces at the intrusion at first, still tender from the first rutting. He doesn’t try to escape though. He just lays there looking at Thor with his eyebrows furrowed. He is unsure as to how he feels about all of this.
“Please…” Thor whispers. Thor is asking him for permission. It is then that Loki realizes that he doesn’t care that Thor took him in a fit of anger and bloodlust. He wants this. He’s wanted it his whole life!
Loki nods. “Oil.” Loki says and gestures to the other night stand. Thor finishes stripping off his pants and armor. Then he gets the oil and pours a generous amount onto his fingers and cock. Loki bends his legs back, exposing his abused hole. Thor squirts a stream of oil onto it and plunges his fingers in to coat Loki’s insides. Loki muffles his cries of pain. He doesn’t want Thor to stop now, after he has regained his conscience. When Loki is fully prepared Thor withdraws his fingers and replaces them with his cock. He pushes in slowly this time, giving Loki time to adjust. Loki is still sore but he doesn’t care. Thor gently rides Loki this time. His face is hovering above and panting softly.
“I love you….I love you….I love you…” Thor mutters over and over again.
‘Oh no!’ Loki thinks. This is worse than rape. ‘How long has Thor felt this way? How do I feel about him?’ Rape wouldn’t have really changed the dynamic much between them, as far as Loki was concerned, but this? They can’t possibly be together now, not after everything Loki has done! How can Thor dangle such happiness in front of Loki only for it to be ultimately snatched away by the world around them? Tears come to Loki’s eyes but for completely different reasons. Thor sees them and kisses Loki passionately. His rocking motions pick up tempo. Loki feels his release and his emotions building. He feels like his body and mind are going to explode in unison.
“Thor….” Loki cries desperately. Thor touches down chest to chest and continues rutting as he holds Loki. Loki wraps his arms around Thor’s back. They come in unison in a fit of passion.
A couple of minutes pass and Thor gets up. He reaches down to put his clothes back on. Neither speaks as he does so. Loki wonders during this quiet moment if Thor is actually going to take him into custody. It is what he is supposed to do and yet, it would seem….somehow….rude. Once Thor is fully dressed he turns again and looks at Loki. Loki is still naked and Thor seems to see all of him for the first time. His beauty is stunning.
“You can never call me brother again.” Loki states as he looks Thor in the eye. Thor looks at him longingly one last time and nods before taking up his hammer and leaving the way he came. Loki looks around. He should be on his way to prison, to Asgard. In his shame, Thor let him go. Loki doesn’t know what it means right now. He just knows he has to move. Tonight. Onward to his back-up residence on the other side of town.
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In the days after the incident, Loki falls into a deep depression, and not for the reasons he expected. It bothers Loki that what happened does NOT bother Loki. Thor violated him. He should be pissed. He should be sad. He should be….not anxious to see him again. He should not be dreaming of fucking Thor again, or living the rest of his life with him, or any other myriad of fantasies in which Loki gets a happily ever after.
Days turn into weeks. Loki is tired of all the games he’s played. His antics were fun for a while but all they did was mask the fact that Loki has no purpose. His bid to take over Midgard failed and without the army of the Chitauri behind him, Loki has no other hand to play. He still has the scepter but it can only help him win battles, not a war. It hit him hard in the face one day when he turned on the television to watch the news. Thor and his friends were busy battling some other foe, and were victorious of course. The news anchor lamented in passing that Loki has been quiet for weeks and wondered if his reign of terror was over or if he was building up for some new grand nightmare. The only person having nightmares right now is Loki. It has been 3 months since the incident.
Loki takes to eating ice cream, watching T.V. and getting fat. Especially around the middle. He’s so damn tired all the time and cries for no reason. Then it happens. Loki feels a stirring within his own body. Movement inside that is not of him.
“No.” He says out loud to no one but himself. For the first time in months, Loki thinks about his true heritage. He is Jotunn. They are a species of the single gender. Male in appearance and female inside. They both sire and bear children. Loki looks in the mirror at the swelling of his stomach. There is no denying it. He is with child.
“What the Hel am I going to do now?”

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