Loki x Reader - Give Me Love

“Give me Love” – Loki x Reader Chapter 26

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“Please, please, please.” Your head began to spin from the overwhelming nerves swirling in your stomach. You leaned on the cool basin and watched the small timer count down. Someone placed a warm hand on your shoulder.

“(Name)...” you head snapped up and your eyes widened as you turned to face the source of the smooth, sultry voice.

“Loki...”

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“(Name)...?” Loki said again. You wanted to reply. You so desperately wanted to reply; but you were absolutely frozen. “(Name)...” he gently trailed his hand over your cheek.

“Th-This isn’t real...” you gasped as tears filled your eyes and your body began to tremble. “Y-You can’t be here... You’re not here...” Loki leaned down and rested his forehead on yours.

“I am.”

“No, no you’re not... This is a dream... Th-This is one of those dreams; I’m dreaming...” You closed your eyes. It was all too painful... None of the other dreams had been like this, so why was it like this now? All the others were so obviously dreams... but this... this felt too real... He wasn’t standing in front of you, it was just your mind playing a sick joke on you...

“Open your eyes...” he whispered into your ear before kissing your cheek. You shook your head,

“No... No it’s a dream... If I open my eyes, I might wake up... and if I wake up, then you’ll disappear, and I can’t handle it, not from here... Not when it seems so real... Not when it could be real...” Loki chuckled and wrapped his arms around you.

“That’s because it is real you daft girl...” Your body melded to Loki’s. His warmth... his scent... it was all the same... “I am real... I should have realised sooner, but I didn’t know our dreams were connected until last night...” he nuzzled into your neck and gently kissed up the tender flesh. You stifled the small whimper that rose in your throat, “I am here... just as I promised...” The Godly man pulled away and glanced over you. Your fingers gingerly trailed from his cheek to his chest.

“Y-You’re really here...?”

“Of course.”

“The dreams... They were real?”

“In a way... yes.”

“Was it you?” you asked seriously, not wanting any cryptic reply.

“Yes.” You lunged forward and wrapped your arms around him, and when you did, every rational thought left your mind. You should have worried about the people in the compound. You should have worried about the people you considered to be friends... but you just couldn’t. The only thing you could think of was how much of a fool you had been for doubting your heart when it came to your feelings for Loki. Though, there was still a nagging voice in the back of your mind that told you it was wrong... That he had broken you beyond repair... That it was easy to forgive him when you thought he was just a figure of your imagination... but now? Now that he was right in front of you...?

“(Name)...” Loki started, removing your arms free from his body and gently pulling you away from him. Your brows furrowed,

“What?” Was he about to tell you it was a dream? Was he about to rip out your heart? His fingers trailed over your cheeks and gently ran through your hair. Oh god... he was... He was about to tell you it was nothing but a dream...

“I have hurt you in a way no one should be hurt. I have wronged you too many times to count.... I have broken you time and time again and I have expected your unconditional love...” your eyes widened slightly. Was... Was he apologising? “I'm sorry...” apparently he was... “I do not deserve another chance – or any of the chances you have given me... But please. Trust me one last time, and you will never regret it.” Your mouth fell open. “I will give you my heart, my soul, my everything... I will show you everything. Every weakness, every scar... I will give you the means to utterly destroy me, and if that is what you do, then so be it. But if you do not, if by some miracle you choose not to, you will see everything. Every part of me, no lies, no tricks... Just me....”

“Loki...” you breathed out softly.

“I have spent too many hours to count thinking of how many travesties I have brought down upon you.” He took a deep breath to calm himself, but you could tell every moment without an answer was killing him. “I do not expect you to believe me, or to trust me, but if what we shared in the dreams was real; if anything you felt was real and not a façade or daydream, then-,” you cut Loki’s rambling off with a kiss. It was only meant to shut him up and put his worries to ease, but the moment your lips locked, you didn’t want to pull away - - and considering his hands moved to your hips and he pressed his body closer, you guessed he wanted the same thing.

His hands skimmed to your hips and held you tightly there - - but you were all too quickly running out of air... You broke the kiss for a moment, but kept your lips close to his,

“Okay...” you said while nodding. “I believe you...” you bit your lower lip for a moment, “I trust you...” he didn’t even allow you a breath before he resumed the kiss and pressed you against the basin. Your hands found his chest and gripped his shirt tightly. You hadn’t even realised you were undoing the buttons until his shirt slipped free from his shoulders and your hands began roaming his chest. It was such a familiar feeling; his skin beneath your hands; and after not thinking you would ever feel it again it felt like you had travelled the length of the universe for such a simple pleasure... Loki made quick work of your shirt and bra, his large, warm hands roaming over your tingling skin. You hadn’t intended it to escalate so quickly... but you certainly weren’t complaining, nor were you going to stop him. Hesitantly you ran your hands through his hair and pulled him tighter against your body. The past few weeks in the compound – for most of the time – you were all but forced to forget about him and focus on training and the Avengers - - other than when Nat was around - - and in that time you had almost forgotten how good everything felt... but now? Now you were letting every primal instinct in your body take over... Your hand gently tangled in his hair as another settled on his shoulder. He lifted you up and sat you on the edge of the basin before pulling your pants away and settling between your legs.

A moan built in your throat as he pushed two fingers deep into you. The muscles in your legs clenched and your toes curled. You could already tell how wet you were, and with the addition of his fingers, it only became more obvious,

“L-Loki....” you mewled softly while hesitantly reaching down and palming his clothed erection. You hadn’t even realised he was hard... In one swift move he removed his hand, unzipped his pants and pressed his length deep into your awaiting warmth. Your legs rose high on his body and your entire body tensed. The sound of a few bottles and other items falling from the cupboard and sink onto the ground reached your ears, but you were too consumed in Loki to worry about it.

“(Name).” he groaned softly when your legs wrapped around his middle, forcing him deeper into your womanhood. Each gentle thrust nearly knocked you into the sink, but you didn’t - - Loki’s hands found your hips and held you still as he began his quickening assault on your womanhood. You could tell he was holding back - - not wanting you to fall into the sink - - and it was quickly irritating him. You leaned forward and pressed your lips to his, his arms to hook around your middle and lifted you from the basin. He then turned and carried you back into the main room. You felt yourself slowly slipping down his body, but before you slipped too far, he was able to gently place you atop the soft mattress. He chose to remain standing straight, watching you as you shifted a little self-consciously on the bed.

As welcome as the soft security of your bed was, it meant that Loki was forced to remove his manhood, and the sudden emptiness within you was uncomfortable. Quickly you sat up and kissed down his stomach, causing a low growl to rumble in his chest. A small smirk pulled at your lips when you saw him reach down and attempt to sate his twitching arousal - - but quickly you slapped his hand away and ran your tongue over the tip. Loki’s hand knotted in your hair, and a smirk pulled at your lips. You teased him by opening your mouth, but when he tried to force his member forwards, you pulled away and lay back down on the bed. Loki grabbed your hips and pulled the lower half of your body upwards. He kissed between your plump breasts, and licked down towards your still heated womanhood before he once again entered you. You moaned softly and arched your back away from the bed and gripped at the sheets tightly.

“Loki!” you gasped as he began thrusting into your core. You tried to force your legs around his waist, but you couldn’t control them at all - - you were too overwhelmed with pleasure to do anything other than moan and call Loki’s name over and over again.

Slowly you could feel your body tensing, and womanhood constricting tightly around his member.

“Oh God...” you groaned, feeling your climax looming. Loki smirked and kissed up your neck.

“Come...” he breathed softly. As soon as his lips began running down your neck and his hands found your breasts, you absolutely lost it. Waves crashed down on your body, wracking your entire body in indescribable euphoria. As quickly as it hit you, the feeling began to subside; however the throbbing of your walls did not and you soon felt Loki tense for a moment before he spilled himself into you; his breath ragged and hips jerking rapidly.

Loki released your body; causing you to collapse further into the bed, completely spent and breathless,

“My Dove, I have truly missed you...” he huffed, crawling into bed beside you. You hummed softly, too out of it to even respond properly.

“I know.” you slurred softly while shifting on the bed. Loki wrapped his arms tightly around you and began trailing his fingertips over your skin; causing goose bumps to rise on your flesh. “You know I missed you.” You said, guessing that was what he wanted to hear, however his raised brow and sceptical gaze told you he wanted something else. You ran a hand over his cheek. “I love you...” he smiled softly and brushed the stray hair from your eyes.

“I love you... Since that first night, I have only ever been yours.” Loki said as he pulled you closer to his body.

“No more secrets... No more lies...” you said, needing to hear him confirm it one last time.

“Agreed.” Loki opened his mouth to continue, but instead he sighed. “Then I want to tell you something.” Your brows furrowed,

“What is it?”

“What I said was true; since the first night I took you from that ghastly room, I have only ever desired you... but while you were here; I invited one of the girls who remained in the tower into my bed...” Loki said. Your mouth fell open. He... He what? You didn’t know how to feel... Your chest ached and found it hard to breathe. “(Name), I do love yo-,” without even thinking your hand began moving through the air and connected harshly with his cheek. You gasped loudly when you saw the large red mark slowly appear on his cheek. His wide eyes met your own. You were both shocked...

“I-I...” you were going to apologise, but before you could clearly make that decision, your mouth took over. “I kissed Thor...”

“You what?!” he asked through gritted teeth.

“I didn’t mean to... H-He caught me by surprise and wouldn’t let me go...” Loki sat up and ran a hand through his hair. Great... all that time you spent together in the dreams was for nothing... He was probably going to kill you for kissing Thor... Your gaze dropped, not wanting to see the blow that was probably coming...

“Was he a better kisser than me?” Loki asked almost hesitantly. Wait... he... what? You looked back to Loki, his eyes set squarely on you. It seemed like if he didn’t make light of the situation, he would turn into an uncontrollable ball of rage, and the former was far more desirable... So why couldn’t you just validate him?!

“What would happen if I say yes?” You smiled wide as slight fear flashed across his eyes.

“I would hide away in the deepest, darkest hole this planet has.” You sighed with a smile and kissed his cheek.

“There isn’t any competition between the two of you.” Your lips brushed against his,

“Sir.” An unknown voice cut in.

Your eyes moved towards the balcony; when you caught a glimpse of a shadowed figure, you sat up and pulled the blanket to cover your bare breasts.

“I told you to wait Wilson.” Loki said while sitting up. A half robotic, half human man stepped forward, causing a small gasp to catch in your throat.

“I’m sorry sir, but now would be the optimal time to attack. “Much of the compound is asleep, and there has been no substantial movement from The Avengers in over half an hour.” You glanced from Loki to the robotic man and back again.

“Wh-What is he talking about?” Loki ran a hand through your slightly tangled hair,

“I came to get you; but I also plan to remove everyone from this compound.”

“N-No, Loki...” Your eyes met for a long moment. You could see the uncertainty in his gaze, “Please... You came to get me, and you have me... You don’t have to kill anyone.” Loki smiled and shook his head,

“No, no, (Name). I don’t plan on killing anyone. I intend to turn them into that,” he said, gesturing towards the robotic man. Your mouth fell open slightly. He was joking... he had to be joking... You stared silently into his eyes for a long moment. He wasn’t joking...

“That’s worse...”

“How? They do not die, they will not age, and they will still retain all their memories... They will be happy... they will be free.” They will be slaves... They will be his puppets... How did he not understand that that was worse?!

“Loki...” you sighed. “You... think you understand us... don’t understand humans at all... We are primal beings in so many ways, but so infinitely complex as well... We crave freedom because we know for most of our lives we will be forced into structure...”

“Freedom is a lie, (Name). It is something no one can ever achieve, and because of this it makes every one of you fall into deep anguish...”

“Freedom inspires everything within humans... If you force them to become like that, they’ll be nothing more than empty shells; would you really want to live in a world dominated by... by... them?” you gestured towards the robotic man.

“It’s either them or me... There can be no middle ground.”

“Why do you only ever see things as black and white? When I was with Thor in the cells, you only saw what you wanted to see, when you look on the faces on the innocent people here, you only see The Avengers! They aren’t the same, and no one deserves to die!”

“I told you, they will not die.”

“But their souls will... Their spirits will.” Loki sighed heavily. “Loki...”

“Do as she says...” he stated quickly before trailing off. “Do not kill anyone, unless it is detrimental to completing the mission...” Loki’s eyes settled on you once more. “You’ve changed...”

“What do you mean?”

“Well, you’ve never slapped me before; though I’m sure you’ve wanted to... You’ve never been so strong - - so firm in your stance before...”

“Is that a bad thing...?” you asked hesitantly. Loki took a moment to think,

“Yes... and no...” he said before slipping out of the bed and reaching for his clothes. “Dress, we will leave now.” He said while throwing your clothes on the bed. You hesitated slightly. Right... of course he would expect you to leave... For some reason you thought he would happily stay with you in the compound... but of course you would have to leave... A lump formed in your throat. Was anyone going to get hurt? Was he just saying he’d leave them be so he could get you back to New York without any hassle? “(Name)...” Loki called.

“Promise me no one will get hurt...” you stated quickly.

“I already did-,”

“No, you told him not to harm anyone... I want you to promise me that you won’t harm anyone...” Loki sighed,

“Must we argue over such small details? I was able to enter the city without being seen, I can leave without being seen as well.”

“And we will go straight to New York?”

“Yes...” Who knew one simple word could remove the heavy weight from your shoulders... You took a deep breath. Okay... Calm down... You were going to leave... No one would know... No one would know he was there; no one would know you had left... You nodded to yourself and threw the clothes over your head before moving with Loki towards the balcony. Wilson flew off as Loki wrapped an arm around your middle.

“Are you ready?” he asked. You nodded; but before Loki could teleport the two of you away, the door suddenly slammed open, and Thor, in his rush, nearly slipped over as he entered your room.

“(Name)!” he boomed while dashing towards you. Fuck...

Notes

eeeeeh... I'm not sure I like it... I always knew this was going to happen... but I'm not sure if I like it.... I... I... hmm.... Thoughts? Someone....? Anyone...? Please tell me because I am seriously considering rewriting it... (I know I've said that before, but this time I mean it).
Um... oh, right. Thor... Thor in this story... Well... He's kind of like that oblivious friend everyone has that ruins almost every moment... So... yeah... you should have expected that to happen... XD
Was Loki too fluffy? I mean I skipped a lot in the time skips. I skipped them slowly warming up to eachother in the dreams, I skipped Loki's reflection time, I skipped the moments Reader-chan wasn't solely thinking about Loki... and... well... should I have done that? - - Okay, a better question. Does this chapter make up for skipping all that I did? (I know that even if I didn't skip over the time, I wouldn't have included ALL the dreams, but I would have included at least some of them...)
Also, I know some people were a little unsure of reader's personality (because she leans on other people and has no voice). But I was saving it up for this. Okay, think about it for a moment. She was forced under Loki's thumb for so long, beaten down and broken, then just as she found a groove, she was torn away and forced to start again in a place where people were either afraid of her, or skeptical. Now that Loki's back, she'll have a little more bite back - - if you can't already tell. *coughcoughsheslappedhimcoughcough* I'll go into a little more of the reason behind it next chapter, but until then, feel free to speculate as to why, but I shall tell you later on :3
Oh, and I know. I purposely held off the pregnancy test results. You're just gonna have to wait. (I know, I'm sorry. You've all been asking "is she pregnant" since before chapter 15, and I still haven't given you a definite answer....) Can we do a headcount? How many people want a little Loki, and how man people don't want her to be pregnant? (Just out of curiosity)
Tell me what you think please!!! (Seriously, please...)