The silver's tears

they were both siting near his bed waiting for him to wake up and for both of them for the first time it wasn't that big of a deal , still weird tho but at least they don't want to kill each other, they were able to be in the same room even having small talk all thanks to Loki who without even knowing was able to do the impossible with these two, the love they have for him made them look behind their disagreements and hatred and now they were ready to open up to each other .
"Bucky , can I ask you something?" Tony said breaking their awkward silence
'Huh, oh yes of course go on" Bucky said startled
"When you said he was our soulmate, what does this mean exactly? I mean how do you feel and how do you know ?"
"I just know ,I didn't know him tell Steve told me about him you know and for some reason i was eager to know everything is thee to know about him ,uhm I even got in a fight with Thor"
"Don't tell me , you discovered the whole shadow brother thing and how he was treated"
"Yes and it made me feel so angry in a way I was never before, then I left , took his diaries and just left, didn't know where i was going but something was calling me and then
I had that dream, I saw him siting under a tree and something told me I have o find him and I did"
"And how it was like"
"I felt like I was falling and only reached the ground when I found him, and you know what was even better? He felt the same way he was there siting under the tree sleeping just like I saw him in my dream, waiting for me to find him , something was pulling us together like missing pieces are finally collide"
"missing pieces of what?"
"of our hearts, of my heart, without him I was lost, I feel.." Bucky suddenly stopped looking away covering his face
"What's wrong ? it's okay if you don't wanna tell me"Tony said moving a little next to him
"No,it's just I never told anyone that even him , why didn't I tell him ? what if I didn't have the chance ? what if I lost him what would I do without him" Bucky said in a broken voice
"well imagine he can hear you what would you tell him?"
"I would tell him that Without him, I feel broke, Like I'm half of a whole , the missing pieces of my heart that were finally collided are shattered again , without you kiddo I feel torn, I'm falling again and only you can help me reach the ground cause you're my better half, i know you hate that word but that's how I feel with you i'm a mess yeah but a beautiful mess , with you I fall yeah but I can see the ground so I won't bother falling, It's like we're standing hand and hand with all our fears up on the edge or It's like I'm leaving all my past and silhouettes up on the wall , without you my dear boy I've got no hand to hold and I miss you holding my hand leading me around,without you i feel I lost my soul please come back to so i can breath again, I...I can't live without you just can't" Bucky buried his face on Loki's chest sobbing
Tony froze in his place not knowing what to do but tears were gathered in his eyes for both Loki and Bucky these two suffered a lot and yet they can keep a still face , no one should have to suffer the loss of a loved one or the loss of a son ,Tony admitted without this kid he would lost it too and for the first time he prayed for whatever power up there to keep his kid safe and bring him back to them cause without him they will all lose the only hope the got, they would lose the only thing keeping them sane , keeping them together , without Loki everything would be just a sad song !

Notes

I love this song very much soo here you go !